Psalm 119:49-56

49. Remember your word to your servant,
in which you have made me hope.
50. This is my comfort in my affliction,
that your promise gives me life.
51. The insolent utterly deride me,
but I do not turn away from your law.
52. When I think of your rules from of old,
I take comfort, O Lord.
53. Hot indignation seizes me because of the wicked,
who forsake your law.
54. Your statutes have been my songs
in the house of my sojourning.
55. I remember your name in the night, O Lord,
and keep your law.
56. This blessing has fallen to me,
that I have kept your precepts.

49. Of course God never forgets, but we act like we believe He does sometimes. If we always remembered that God never forgets His promises but always fulfills them, would we ever be discouraged by our circumstances? This is an idealistic question, but it should be our goal. So much, if not all, of our sin is rooted in forgetting or not believing God.

50. God’s promises give life and comfort. Since God’s Word gave you new life, it most certainly can sanctify you till eternity. Do not let go of your trust in God and His Word. Nothing will prevail against it.

We Christians have been given the promise of all promises and hope of all hopes. Forgetting this ends us up in discouragement. When we are afflicted, we should have the most hope because it is only temporary. Our eternal future is full of joy!

51. No matter what kind of ridicule comes against me, I can still cling to God’s Word – which never fails.

Though I may be scoffed and mocked by unbelievers on this earth, their beliefs are a myth. I can remain steadfast because my belief is in Truth. Pursuing God’s way in my life can keep me from being discouraged by opposition.

52. God’s commandments are rooted in Who He is. They are also the best guide for our lives. God gives rules not just for His own benefit but for ours. This is an awesome truth. God, so great and high above us mere wretches, actually is concerned about our welfare. This should be enough to make us run to every command He gives. He is omniscient, and we are not. Therefore, we must trust His guidance.

God has given His Word to us partly to show how He worked in times past. History is recorded to teach us. It is good for us to see people’s disobedience followed by judgment so that we may be more committed to obeying God in our own lives.

Remembering how God worked in times past should buoy me because He never changes. As He was faithful to keep His own safe in the past, so He will do so in the present and future. Though I may not see His faithfulness in a way that makes sense to me, I can trust in His Word that says: “…He is unchangeable, and who can turn Him back? What He desires, that He does.” (Job. 23)

53. When we are angry about law-breaking, we should evaluate our hearts. Are we upset because they got away with it? Or are we upset because God’s glory has been in a tiny way obscured in their eyes? Are we envi0us of their “freedom” or jealous for God’s honor to be upheld?

54. What do we sing and muse about? If it is something other than God’s Truth, it is not the best it could be. As we are pilgrims on this earth, we should set our hearts on God and His Kingdom ways – for that is eternal.  Our time here is so extremely short. Eternity in God’s house is what we are preparing for.

God’s Word is not dull like a rule-book. It is the finest of all literature, and fit for singing all the day. It should capture our hearts like no other one or thing can.

55. It is by remembering Who our God is that we are strengthened in the dark seasons. Knowing Who He is will enable us to trust when we can’t see, walk when the path is not lighted, and be confident of deliverance when darkness overshadows like clouds.

56. Keeping God’s Word, in itself, is a blessing. It is a jewel worth leaving every other “gem” (trinket) behind for. If all we could expect would be the satisfaction of knowing that we obeyed God’s Word, we would be most greatly rewarded. Not only this, but we are promised so much more. For our little acts of obedience, God opens the floodgates of Heaven’s blessings. What reason is there not to obey?

The Forbearing Holy Spirit

“The Holy Spirit is no mere mechanical agent in the great work of a sinner’s deliverance. ‘I delight to do Your will’ is as true of the Spirit as the Son.

He loves the sinner; therefore He lays hold of him. He pities his misery; therefore He stretches out the hand of help. He has no pleasure in his death; therefore He puts forth His saving power. He is longsuffering and patient; therefore He strives with him day by day; and though ‘vexed,’ ‘resisted,’ ‘grieved,’ and ‘quenched,’ He refuses to retire from, or give up, any sinner on this side of eternity.

The extent to which we resist Him, and the amount of His forbearing love, we cannot know. This only we may say, that our stubbornness is something infinitely fearful and malignant, while His patient grace passes all understanding.”

—Horatius Bonar, “The Holy Spirit”

Psalm 119:41-48

41. Let your steadfast love come to me, O Lord,
your salvation according to your promise;
42. then shall I have an answer for him who taunts me,
for I trust in your word.
43. And take not the word of truth utterly out of my mouth,
for my hope is in your rules.
44. I will keep your law continually,
forever and ever,
45. and I shall walk in a wide place,
for I have sought your precepts.
46. I will also speak of your testimonies before kings
and shall not be put to shame,
47. for I find my delight in your commandments,
which I love.
48. I will lift up my hands toward your commandments, which I love,
and I will meditate on your statutes.

41. Here, again, is a request that will not be denied. God’s love and salvation are applied with the greatest security. Those upon whom God sets His love can be assured that it will last forever. The greatest sorrow one can experience is not knowing God’s salvation and love. If you have been blessed by these things, you have been given the greatest gift of all.

42. When the devil condemns me, I can rest secure because I know that Christ has made me clean. God sees me not in my sin but in Christ’s righteousness.

43. Beseech God to keep you growing in Him. He is pleased by earnest desire to hold on to Him. There is no other sure hope besides God and His Word. There is no other reward greater than that given to those who obey Him.

44. We should find ourselves more and more making promises to God out of love, and not fright. Do we love to serve Him? Do we love to obey Him? Do we love to seek Him?

45. True freedom is found in God’s way of living. If you see the Christian life as a collection of rules and regulations, and you find it a burden, something is wrong. You have not grown to love God as you ought. You have not tasted the sweetness of His love. If the freedom you desire is the license to do as you wish, you do not understand Christ’s lordship over you. You do not understand that you have been bought with a price and therefore owe your life to God.

The freedom a Christian enjoys is freedom from condemnation. Instead of life as a convict in a prison cell merely waiting for the day of execution, a redeemed sinner enjoys life as a servant in the King’s realm. The possibilities for rightly honoring and serving the King are endless!

46. “Do you see a man skillful in his work? He will stand before kings; he will not stand before obscure men.” (Pro. 22:29) We sometimes think of the Christian life as one that lives above academia, and indeed, in some respects, this is true. However, God placed people on this earth to glorify Him not only in church services and “religious duties”, but in the whole of life. Leaving academia entirely to the non-regenerate is an unwise and ignorant choice. Christians should study as much as others, if not more, because the world of academia needs bright beacons of God’s transforming power. More importantly, we honor God by learning about His creation and studying for His glory. God gave us minds for a reason.

If we allow ourselves to remain ignorant of things in this world, we do not bring people’s attention to Christ. Rather, we are a source of dishonor to our Lord. We of all people should be the most zealous to learn.

47. Those who delight in God’s Word will be blessed. It is not my duty to enumerate all the rewards for doing so, only to obey.

48. “Lifting up hands” causes me to think of surrender or worship. We are to worship God, not His Word as an entity in and of itself. We are to delight in surrendering ourselves fully in obedience to God’s Word. It is hard to clutch anything tightly when our hands are opened and extended. Held out hands show willingness to receive and give. We must receive the commands of God and give ourselves to carrying them out.

Psalm 119:33-40

33. Teach me, O Lord, the way of your statutes;
and I will keep it to the end.
34. Give me understanding, that I may keep your law
and observe it with my whole heart.
35. Lead me in the path of your commandments,
for I delight in it.
36. Incline my heart to your testimonies,
and not to selfish gain!
37. Turn my eyes from looking at worthless things;
and give me life in your ways.
38. Confirm to your servant your promise,
that you may be feared.
39. Turn away the reproach that I dread,
for your rules are good.
40. Behold, I long for your precepts;
in your righteousness give me life!

33. If God does not teach me, I am taught in vain. In the footnotes of my ESV Bible, “keep it as my reward” is an alternate wording for the last phrase of this verse. Could it be that God’s Word (in written form) is not only our current treasure to sustain us on this earth, but will be our reward for the ages (in spoken form) as we see Him face-to-face? This may seem as a bland reward compared to streets of gold lined by mansions (as we are prone to imagine we have coming us in eternity, but has no basis in God’s Word). But, we have only to read what God’s Word says about itself to realize that there is no greater treasure than God Himself, and His communication to us is priceless. Relish His Word so much that you relish the thought of Him speaking with you face-to-face in eternity far above all the material joys that might be yours at that time.

34. Left to my own imagination, I am only prone to devising false applications of God’s Word. Therefore, it is necessary to pray for God to give me proper understanding of His Word. It is also important to discern self-help books and the like whether or not they rightly apply Scripture to life. Just because an application seems good to me doesn’t mean that it is God’s will.

Keeping God’s Word is not an activity I can do on the side. It must consume me. I must be fully committed to God’s Law and meditate on it daily despite what other things demand my attention. A day without time in God’s Word and continued meditation upon it is a day wasted.

35. Like Paul, I want to walk righteously, but my desire is often violated by my will. I do not do what I want to do. God must lead me in His way if I am ever to walk righteously. My delight in His law is not enough. I must delight enough to rely on His strength. And when I fall, I must delight to rise up and do so again.

36. I am not naturally inclined to God’s Word for His sake. I naturally may want to do right in order to benefit myself. A Christian must learn to desire righteous living for God’s glory alone.

37. I may be doing quite well in not looking at wickedness. But, there is always room for improvement. I must learn to discriminate between what is worthwhile and what is worthless. Time spent merely on leisure is appropriate at times, but generally I should seek to always use my time in the best possible way. Life is found in living as God desires.

38. God’s promises will be fulfilled. Asking Him for that, therefore, is asking in accordance with His will. They are, however, not always fulfilled in the way we expect. For example, the promise to children who honor their parents is “your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.” (Exodus 20:12) I know of children who were honoring to their parents and yet died early. Franklin Graham was a rebel, but did not die during that phase of his life. While we may not understand God’s promises, we should always keep in mind that as long as He does not change, His promises will be fulfilled. We should trust in His character and leave the specific fulfillment of His promises up to Him because His ways are way higher than ours.

The wording of Exodus 20:12 can be properly applied to an eternal reward. Only Christians can truly honor their parents as God commands. Life on this earth is not the reward for Christians. Our reward is eternal life. If we see Exodus 20:12 this way, we can guard against wrong understanding of the promise.

39. In Christ, my reproach is taken away. I will not face the eternal consequences for my sin. I need not fear earthly reproach because I will never face eternal reproach. Praise the Lord!

40. The passionate desire of the psalmist for God’s Word is an example that I want to imitate. I want to long for God as much as I can. There is nothing with as much worth attached to it as God and His Word. True life is found in Him!

This Fathomless Love

There is no greater love.

Lord, what moved Your heart to love lowly man
Before any star could herald Your praise?
And why did You come, abasing Yourself
Veiled in a robe of frail human clay?
Why would You, the pure, give Your life for the vile
The innocent seeking the guilty
To be reconciled?
I can’t comprehend this fathomless love
I’m gripped and amazed at what You have done
Why would the adored become the despised
To bear all the furious wrath that was mine?
How awesome this mystery
Of Your fathomless love for me
Why would You adopt and take as Your own
Those who had crushed Your one precious Son?
Why mercy and grace towards Your enemies?
Your name they have cursed and Your throne they have shunned
Oh, how could You choose to show kindness to these?
The ones who would mock You and hate You
The ones just like me?
© 1999 Sovereign Grace Worship (ASCAP)

Reason . Leading . Sand

Recently, listening to Sovereign Grace Music on Pandora has introduced me to some gems of songs. Praise God for the writing of lyrics that glorify Him and speak truth into our lives.

Below are the three songs referred to in the title of this post.


There Is A Reason

late at night I wonder why
sometimes I wonder why
sometimes I’m so tired
I don’t even try
seems everything around me fails
but I hold on to the promise
that there is a reason

late at night, the darkness makes it hard to see
the history of the saints who’ve gone in front of me
through famine, plague and disbelief
His hand was still upon them
cause there is a reason
there is a reason

Good reminder that history proclaims God’s faithfulness.

he makes all things good
he makes all things good
there’s a time to live and a time to die
a time for wonder and to wonder why
cause there is a reason
there is a reason

I believe in a God who sent His only son
to walk upon this world and give His life for us
with blood and tears on a long, dark night
we know that He believed
that there is a reason
there is a reason

Christ is our example for enduring hardship while believing that there is a reason. I appreciate that this is brought out in the song.

for the lonely nights
and broken hearts
the widow’s mite
in the rich man’s hand
and the continent
whose blood becomes a traitor

for the child afraid to close their eyes
the prayers that seem unanswered

SEEM – interesting and meaningful wording

there is a reason
there is a reason

– Words and Music by Andrew Osenga and Randall Goodgame

Lead of Love

Looking back at the road so far
The journey’s left its share of scars
Mostly from leaving the narrow and straight

Looking back it is clear to me
That a man is more than the sum of his deeds
And how You’ve made good of this mess I’ve made
Is a profound mystery

Looking back You know You had to bring me through
All that I was so afraid of
Though I questioned the sky, now I see why
Had to walk the rocks to see the mountain view
Looking back I see the lead of love

Good reminder that one day we’ll look back with more understanding. Now, we must trust that He is guiding us no matter what it looks like.

Looking back I can finally see (I’d rather have wisdom)
How failures bring humility (than be)
Brings me to my knees (a comfortable fool)
Helps me see my need for Thee

– Caedmon’s Call

Shifting Sand

Sometimes I believe all the lies
So I can do the things I should despise
And every day I am swayed
By whatever is on my mind

I hear it all depends on my faith
So I’m feeling precarious
The only problem I have with these mysteries
Is they’re so mysterious

And like a consumer I’ve been thinking
If I could just get a bit more
More than my 15 minutes of faith,
Then I’d be secure

My faith is like shifting sand
Changed by every wave
My faith is like shifting sand
So I stand on grace

What is your trust in? Your faith, or God’s grace?

I’ve begged you for some proof
For my Thomas eyes to see
A slithering staff, a leprous hand
And lions resting lazily

A glimpse of your back-side glory
And this soaked altar going ablaze
But you know I’ve seen so much
I explained it away

Waters rose as my doubts reigned
My sand-castle faith, it slipped away
Found myself standing on your grace
It’d been there all the time

– Caedmon’s Call

Psalm 119:25-32…some thoughts

25 My soul clings to the dust;
give me life according to your word!
26 When I told of my ways, you answered me;
teach me your statutes!
27 Make me understand the way of your precepts,
and I will meditate on your wondrous works.
28 My soul melts away for sorrow;
strengthen me according to your word!
29 Put false ways far from me
and graciously teach me your law!
30 I have chosen the way of faithfulness;
I set your rules before me.
31 I cling to your testimonies, O Lord;
let me not be put to shame!
32 I will run in the way of your commandments
when you enlarge my heart!

25 – Unless God breathes life into me, I will be content to lie low. I will cleave to the dirt. I will have no desire for anything better. I will remain a filthy wretch. Only God’s Word – His pronouncement of life – will make me someone who I would not naturally be.

26 – Asking God for life is accompanied by confession of who I am without Him. A person cannot be changed without realizing his degradation and depravity. Acknowledgment of utter worthlessness and total rebellion against God must precede reception of forgiveness and new life.

God will always answer anyone who sincerely addresses Him. Period.

Those who have sincerely repented of their rebellion will desire to be taught by God. They will not rest till He has brought them to holy living. They do not tire in study and passion to please Him. Though they go through times of discouragement and seemingly less growth, the direction of their lives is ever upward.

27 – The psalmist does not merely ask “help me.” He asks “make me.” Herein lies the lesson that we are not just in need of God’s aid, but we are utterly dependent on Him to teach us and cause us to understand. There is no point in our lives where we can claim “I did this with God’s help.” Rather, in any and every situation, we must be willing to say “God did this in and through me, frail as I am.”

Meditation on God’s Word is regarded highly in many Christian circles. Methods for meditation are taught. I have learned some myself. And yet, without God’s quickening and reminding of His Word in my heart, I am powerless in my efforts. Every spiritual discipline must be carried out by the Lord in our lives, else we will fail miserably. If not in our exercising of the discipline our failure will certainly rise in our attempt to please God in our own efforts. He is the only one who can please Himself. Therefore, He must be the One working out the discipline of meditation.

28 – The context leads me to assume that the sorrow spoken of in this verse is not a result of want or need. This sorrow is likely referring to a realization of great guilt and shame before God. A full realization of this is most paralyzing. Praise God that Jesus not only died but rose again, showing that joy follows mourning. We do not have to wallow in sorrow because Jesus died and rose again so that we might live.

29 – In ourselves, we are only capable of walking the path of sin to destruction. Pray for God to keep you from falling into temptation. If you are a Christian, be assured that He will keep you from falling away!

God’s teaching is done in mercy. He lovingly instructs and corrects. I must see each hardship in this light. Why do I get upset about disappointments and things that do not go my way? I forget that God does everything out of love and everything He does is for a good reason.

30 – An amazing mystery in Scripture is the fact that God brings us to Himself to keep us for eternity and this is coupled with our choice to be faithful to Him. It is a mystery that some can explain better than others. It’s reality shows itself in our joyful surrender, obedience, and faithfulness to the Lord. And we know that it is He alone Who brings all this to pass.

We choose what we view. What are we choosing to let enter our eyes, minds, and hearts? Would God be pleased with it? Is He pleased with it?

31 – We frail humans are always clinging to something. Sinners cling to their sin. The saved cling to their Savior. But, we can always grow in our grasp on that which is worth grasping onto. How tightly do we cling to God’s Word? How many of our thoughts are wrapped up in His Truth?

In the long run, none who cling to Christ will be put to shame.

32 – God’s way is a way for runners. The world knows nothing of the tremendous freedom that Christians enjoy. Their seeming narrow-mindedness and peculiar living are in reality a way full of the greatest joys. Their joy cannot be fathomed by those enthralled by sin. Christianity is a training program which, though the way is narrow, leads the believer through pastures wide of mercy and abundant goodness. Joy abounds there, even in deep sorrow, and they know that one day all will be well. This expectation, trumped only by that of seeing the One Who secures their joy, keeps them persevering along in the race.